Friday, January 6, 2012

When things get too free

I will be looking back at time. Going through all the photos I have taken, all the blogs and tweets and musics I have listened. It seems like I have grown, changed, but by how much? I have no idea myself.

But most importantly I know that the change improves me, I can now think further and make better decisions in my life. I am glad.

Although I may have changed in a certain ways, but I am still me, the old me where I actually still have some weaknesses that I think it is very hard to get rid off.

I still forget stuff, like the keys when leaving home. I always had to run back into my room to get my keys when I realize I don't have it to lock the doors outside.

I still stuck with computer games. An addiction that I can never get rid off since I was born. From Prehistoric Game, Puzzle Bubbles, Prince of Persia, Rich 3, Chips Challenge, Reko 3, to Half Life: Counter Strike, Maple Story, Grand Theft Autos, Call of Duties, Battlefield 3, I am still that kid, who play games until I forget to eat or sleep. But nowadays I know how to control myself better, knowing that when its time to study, I will study. When its time to eat or sleep, I will do that. When friends jio go out eat or play, I will choose that, rather than last time I actually choose to stay at home with my games. Damn, how stupid and crazy was I last time.

Opthalmology finals on Monday. I think I better focus on that now. Fun can wait until after that.

Fun eh.. Fun at London, Edinburgh, Dundee, Amsterdam, Brugge, Ghent and Brussels... Starting on 18th. Hehehe..