Snowy Days

When things get too free

2012-01-06T15:58:00.001+04:00

I will be looking back at time. Going through all the photos I have taken, all the blogs and tweets and musics I have listened. It seems like I have grown, changed, but by how much? I have no idea myself.

But most importantly I know that the change improves me, I can now think further and make better decisions in my life. I am glad.

Although I may have changed in a certain ways, but I am still me, the old me where I actually still have some weaknesses that I think it is very hard to get rid off.

I still forget stuff, like the keys when leaving home. I always had to run back into my room to get my keys when I realize I don't have it to lock the doors outside.

I still stuck with computer games. An addiction that I can never get rid off since I was born. From Prehistoric Game, Puzzle Bubbles, Prince of Persia, Rich 3, Chips Challenge, Reko 3, to Half Life: Counter Strike, Maple Story, Grand Theft Autos, Call of Duties, Battlefield 3, I am still that kid, who play games until I forget to eat or sleep. But nowadays I know how to control myself better, knowing that when its time to study, I will study. When its time to eat or sleep, I will do that. When friends jio go out eat or play, I will choose that, rather than last time I actually choose to stay at home with my games. Damn, how stupid and crazy was I last time.

Opthalmology finals on Monday. I think I better focus on that now. Fun can wait until after that.

Fun eh.. Fun at London, Edinburgh, Dundee, Amsterdam, Brugge, Ghent and Brussels... Starting on 18th. Hehehe..

Photoblog

2011-05-03T22:47:00.000+04:00

With the new camera in hand, well not very new, but that piece of thing is still in warranty, I'm more towards on photoblogging from now on. Check out my photoblog at

http://clonidine.tumblr.com

Cheers

Its already October

2010-10-03T22:17:00.003+04:00

Its October 2010, class started since a month ago.

I'm in this new apartment, with Jasper. I never thought at all that I will be living with him in my coming medical years.

Holidays

2010-07-24T01:09:00.003+04:00

Its been so fast and I am already on 24th of July right now, which means that I have already enjoyed a month plus of summer holidays back in Msia.

Well.. Just to summerize the things I have did and remembered for the past few months

1. Bought my DSLR D5000 (well this is the first thing that came into my mind lol)
2. Changed my phone to Nokia 5800. My W800i had been serving me well and she deserves a good retirement.
3. Had alot of great time with family.
4. Had alot alot of outings with all my friends. Yumcha, Movies, Sports, Eating, Drinking. Ah but no clubbing, fuck! =P
5. Went to KL, Ipoh
6. Learnt photography and golf :D
7. 5s and 4 in exams for my second sem in my 2nd year
8. Shopped clothes and foodstuff to bring back to Moscow.
9. Maybe alot more, but I don't remember them.

List is not in order with time though.

I'm waiting for China missions.

Little Update

2010-05-13T12:52:00.000+04:00

For someone who is evil, who has a thought of want to come to my house in M'sia to steal stuff, beware.

They will bite your heads off before u even be able to reach the door or windows of my house.

Microbs Tomorrow

2010-04-15T00:44:00.001+04:00

Its Microbs exam tomorrow, and yea,

Microb Microb Microb Microb Microb

all night long.

Somehow suddenly I wondered,

wow, I'm studying quite hard now, for what?

A full mark in tomorrow's exam? Thats all?

Nope, I'm aiming not only the full mark, but the satisfaction of the victory I will get later.

It just feels great when you know that all your hard work pays off.

HELL YEAH..

But I dont know why I've been thinking more than this tonight. I'm starting to imagine things that will happen further than tomorrow, or the day after tomorrow, or this week, or this month..

Big house, big cars, great workspace...

and yea, of course, a wonderful wife, and cute childrens..

I grinned..

Microbs

2010-04-13T22:23:00.001+04:00

Ah.. I'm late for prayer meeting tonight..

Been eye-ing myself on Microb book for some time already, until I didn't realize time had already went passed 10 o'clock.

It should be me who will be sharing tonight, but Chia Zhen told me that he will replace me up for today so that I can focus more on my upcoming exams.

Thanks Zhen! I owe you one! =)

Our Lifetime

2010-04-13T22:15:00.001+04:00

My Mom

2010-04-13T00:26:00.004+04:00

a touching story...........

My mom only had one eye. I hated her... She was such an embarrassment. She cooked for students and teachers to support the family.

There was this one day during elementary school where my mom came to say hello to me. I was so embarrassed.

How could she do this to me? I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out. The next day at school one of my classmates said, "EEEE, your mom only has one eye!"

I wanted to bury myself. I also wanted my mom to just disappear. I confronted her that day and said, " If you're only gonna make me a laughing stock, why don't you just die?"

My mom did not respond... I didn't even stop to think for a second about what I had said, because I was full of anger. I was oblivious to her feelings.

I wanted out of that house, and have nothing to do with her. So I studied real hard, got a chance to go abroad to study..

Then, I got married. I bought a house of my own. I had kids of my own. I was happy with my life, my kids and the comforts. Then one day, my Mother came to visit me. She hadn't seen me in years and she didn't even meet her grandchildren.

When she stood by the door, my children laughed at her, and I yelled at her for coming over uninvited. I screamed at her, "How dare you come to my house and scare my children!" GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!"

And to this, my mother quietly answered, "Oh, I'm so sorry. I may have gotten the wrong address," and she disappeared out of sight.

One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house. So I lied to my wife that I was going on a business trip. After the reunion, I went to the old shack just out of curiosity.

My neighbors said that she died. I did not shed a single tear. They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to have.

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"My dearest son,

I think of you all the time. I'm sorry that I came to your house and scared your children.

I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion. But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you. I'm sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you were growing up.

You see........when you were very little, you got into an accident, and lost your eye. As a mother, I couldn't stand watching you having to grow up with one eye. So I gave you mine.

I was so proud of my son who was seeing a whole new world for me, in my place, with that eye.

With all my love to you,

Your mother.
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Always tell someone that you love them because you never know what day will be their last, or your own.

Always seek to resolve your problems or disagreements with loved ones because if either of you should pass on before, the one who is left alive will have the rest of their life to ponder those unresolved feelings but will never find closure. And closure usually brings Peace...

"I asked God, 'How do I get the best out of life?' God said, 'Face your past without regrets. Handle your present with confidence. And prepare for the future without fear!'",

No Need to Shout

2010-04-09T19:24:00.001+04:00

Why do we SHOUT?

One day, a professor asked his students
'Why do we SHOUT instead of speak when we are ANGRY?'

All the students thought for a while. One answered 'Because we lost our cool.
That's why we SHOUT.'

But the Professor asked again, 'But the person is just right next to you,
why can't we talk softly but have to SHOUT?'

Everyone gave their opinions but none was accepted by the professor.

Lastly the professor explained 'When we are ANGRY, our hearts drift apart, to mask the DISTANCE we felt, we instinctively SHOUT instead of speak so the other party can hear us!'

'But as we SHOUT, we get ANGRIER. And we felt we drift apart further.
So we SHOUT even louder...'

'It is the opposite when we are in love. Not only we do not shout, we whisper into each other ears.
Why?'

'This is because our hearts are very close, almost never apart.
As our love deepen, we reach a state of communication where there is no need for words.'

'We understand each other well enough just by exchanging look,' concluded the professor'

'Therefore, when we are arguing, DO NOT speak words that will make our hearts drift apart.
WAIT a few days.
When you feel your hearts are no longer far apart, pick up the conversation and continue from there.'

Bombings on Monday

2010-03-29T23:07:00.000+04:00

2 explosions occured in an hour and this shakes the news of the whole world.

Done by suicide bombers and tens of lives are taken away by that.

Ah, how fragile our life are. Imagine you're in a train cabin for the first second and suddenly you are in heaven in the next second.

Argh sick

2010-03-29T11:05:00.001+04:00

Feels like I've gotten myself a relapsing fever or some sort and it ended me up with a fever on friday and monday, twice in a row.

Happy Moments Never Last Long

2010-03-23T17:08:00.000+03:00

Argh..

It was always a happy night we spent playing together.

It doesn't matter we win or lose.

The most important is, we laughed, and we smiled at each other on the next day during class when we saw each other.

Talking about what happened last night, discussing about how can we get better in helping each other.

I loved the times when we won and you called them russian noobov.

I loved the times when I wanted to bring items to my char, and I saw the bird ready to go for me in the battlefield in all the games.

I loved the times when you emo-ed for losing a game, but you are totally in fire again on the next day.

All these, will forever only be in my memories, will they?

Happy Woman's Day 2010

2010-03-08T04:05:00.002+03:00

Yea, Happy Woman's Day!

Is it 'woman' or 'women'? I have no idea but I heard from Aaron saying that it should be 'womAn'.

Aite, people took pictures and I took all of them and edited them, and its quite fun.. lol..

PS CS3

2010-03-05T07:18:00.000+03:00

Well, I played with Photoshop today. I'm a beginner in photo editing. The only thing I know is just to reduce noise, correcting colours, brightness, contrast, and sharpen.

Followed from a website, the result I got stunned me. Lol..

Let me show you what I have did. :P

From this,

Hmm.. Which is better?

The funniest pic is this.

To..

Shit.. The second picture makes my mouth water lol..

Well actually I have edited quite a few pics. But I dont plan to show all of them, lazy.. Its 7am now and I've been staying up since last night, probably because of the coffee, and I never yawned and didn't go to bed at all.. lol..

Updating soon

2010-02-13T04:49:00.000+03:00

Extremely busy in an extremely free timetable.

Lol?

Anyway, it had been a while since I wrote something here. A lot of things happened. The goods, bads, neutrals, etc.. But mostly good, thank God! :D

Felt like wanna post up some stuff about UK trip, but not now.

Tomorrow is Sat, and we are going to have a combined CG. Can't wait for it, especially the free food, who doesn't?

Histo? What is that?

2010-01-15T18:14:00.000+03:00

You Will See..

2010-01-11T04:40:00.000+03:00

Realized I can't tell great stories, will make a mental note and here to improve myself up..

This is It

2010-01-11T04:35:00.003+03:00

This is it..

This is Good or Bad?

2010-01-11T04:32:00.001+03:00

4 more days to histo, 10 more to anat.. and, 12 more to ENGLAND FTW!

Enemies?

2010-01-07T03:23:00.001+03:00

Went to prayer's meeting today and Matthew shared about blessing our enemies no matter who they are, what they did to you, or how bad they are.

I did bowed down my head but I did not pray anything at all because I realized that I have no enemies to pray for! I spent like 2 mins looking back at my past and I realize that I never had an enemy before in my entire life.. lol?

Cute one

2010-01-05T21:40:00.000+03:00

Went to return this little cute one when I realize I had kept it too long with me. I will miss it lots haha!

I-Don't-Know-Whats-It's-Name

pm or am?

2010-01-05T08:58:00.000+03:00

Thought of wanna sleep for half an hour till 9.00pm and take a shower, then go for prayer meeting, but end up waking up at 9.00AM lol?

Checked my alarm, it should ring at 9pm but somehow its alarm seem to be off. Did I offed the alarm subconsciously?

It was a great day

2010-01-04T15:39:00.050+03:00

Now I understand why my cousins from UK loves the sun. After some time outside you will realize how much you wanted a source of heat when it was -16 Celcius.

Frunzenskaya

Went to Dekanat today to get my zachoot book stamped. Looks like the 'lazy' Russians are taking their comfortable break today.

Ice pieces or Tiles?

Even the workers who shovels the ice are giving up their job too.

It sucks to walk in snow, when the snow starts to melt in your shoes, you know well..

I stood outside the metro for half an hour until God sent a wonderful 143 to me and bring me back to the junction outside my hostel. I was freezing to death there and I cant feel a shit with my hand when I tried to take out my bus pass out of my pocket.

I took a seat beside the bus' automatic door and anyone who tried to sit there knows well what happens when the bus stops at every stanovka. The freezing wind just blows into your face everytime the bus stops and opens the door. It just sucks when you were trying to gain warmth for your body and every 1 minute the door just opens and blows off your plan.

A while later, I reach the stanovka outside my 'hideout'. I was like 'HELL YEAH!' when I took my step out of the bus.

Perfect..

Its so much fun and relieved when I felt the rays of sun radiating onto my skin. I'm like a fish who just got water!

I never felt happier before compared to every time when I waited for the pedestrian's 'go' for this traffic light.

Some random pics on the way home

And that day was the first day too for me to gave a 'real' smile to my floor's mama, Zamira. I used to gave her a fake smile cuz I actually felt irritated whenever she is around.

I know what I did last night

2010-01-03T09:11:00.001+03:00

5.00am - Go to bed. Trying to sleep.
5.20am - Still awake
5.21am - You are in my head
5.22am - You're definitely sleeping
like a pig now..
5.24am - Thinking of your eyes
5.26am - Your smell
5.28am - Your sweet smile
5.29am - I smiled
5.30am - I tried to sleep again.
5.45am - Still cant sleep
5.50am - You are still in my head
6.00am - get out of my head!
6.10am - I still cannot sleep
6.13am - Wondering whether your soar throat is still
hurting you or not.
6.14am - It must be painful everytime you swallow.
6.16am - Wanna hug you to comfort you.
6.20am - you, you, you...
6.30am - You are in my heart.
7.00am - I think I finally fell asleep.
8.00am - Woke up. Getting ready for the day.

All I Need is You

2010-01-02T06:23:00.000+03:00

Нужен мне лишь Ты.


Нужен мне лишь Ты, Бог,


Лишь Ты, Бог..

Vision 10

2010-01-02T05:42:00.000+03:00

There it went, Vision 10.

Alot of things happened, alot of things to forget, alot of things to plan, alot of things needed to be done.

Maybe I should give up the past, and go on to the future? Or I should stick back to the old ones, hoping miracles happens? Dear God, I don't know what should I do and I'm surrendering everything into You. You will decide for me, and definitely I will accept what You have planned for me.

Нужен мне лишь Ты!

Feeling down now. After heard of something a while ago. I don't know whether it is true or not but for sure I'm stupid enough to think the other way round. LOL!

Been thinking alot. Argh! I just need to know, нужен мне лишь Ты, Бог!

But it seems hard for me to think so. God doesn't want us to just surrender things to Him, He wanted us to go through all those things together with Him. Surrendering to Him only wont give out any results, you surrendering to Him so that you can just feel better, so that you can sleep without worrying much at night, and thats all. But still, when you wake up on the next day, you still need to do something about it.

Welcoming year 2010

2010-01-01T05:46:00.000+03:00

2010 already? It seems like 2009 was just a blink of an eye, lmao..

Celebrated with fellow Kuzminians, had potluck dinner, Western food based. It was nice, especially when the Mafia game is going on through the whole night. But I was stupid, in 4 games I'm mafia in 3 of them, and I realize Mafias always lose when I'm one of them. Looks like people seem to investigate me first before any others lol. But then when I'm not a Mafia I probably will get killed in the first round. Sien la................... Gimme play few rounds la!!

Realized that my convincing skill levels are so low until out of the chart, gotta start learning how to talk with charisma and stuff. Self-improvement books, here I come on 2010!

Once again, 2010? It looks like its just a plain normal day for me here. Starting back with the books and studies.. Anat and Histo.. Argh!!

Blizzard? Hailstorm?

2009-12-29T19:40:00.002+03:00

Which magician or wizard to blame when this happens?

2009-12-18T02:00:00.000+03:00

Some songs to intro all of you..

Went thru some of the songs I got recently,

FIRST ~ Owl City - Fireflies

COMMENT ~ My personal favourite for now. Perfect rhythm. I dont know why I can start singing just after I heard the song for once. The tunes are very 'up-to-mouth' for me I guess. lol..

SECOND ~ Alicia Keys - Doesn't Mean Anything

COMMENT ~ Just love piano-drum combo, I just need to listen the first 10 second of the song and I know I will love this song very much.

THIRD ~ Dope - I'm Back

COMMENT ~ Went through Dope's discography a while ago, found this song. Quite old. Nasty enough, explosive enough, harsh enough, swearfully enough, musically enough, etc. Might not be suitable for alot of people but I personally like it. You can skip this if you love vocal?

Dream

2009-12-10T07:36:00.002+03:00

I have a dream, my dream is TO HAVE A DREAM!

Endangered Species

2009-12-09T15:02:00.001+03:00

I don't know why this species' population is getting lesser and lesser nowadays. Its like finding AN ATOM, not just a needle, in the seabed. lol...

Spirited Away

2009-12-07T19:28:00.000+03:00

I always get spirited away when I watch this movie.

I don't know how many times I have watched this movie, but I never get bored of it.

Anyone who is out there, who doesn't know what movie is this, I am so going to 'da' your 'pi gu', tie your hands and legs up, turn on the movie, and force you to watch this movie from the first second to the very very last millisecond. ;)

Best animation movie I've ever watched.

Strongholds

2009-12-07T19:12:00.000+03:00

Strongholds in my mind,
built by devils,
to weaken my mind and soul,
getting bigger,
stronger,
harder,
to destroy them.

But no fear my friend,
our armies are getting tougher and tougher too,
well trained,
when we had the first sight of the first stronghold,
that appeared in the battlefield of my mind.

We are well equipped,
with indestructible weapons and shields,
and strong catapults to help us along,
and not to forget,
our almighty God,
to assist us,
to tear down all the seemingly perfectly fortified fortress and strongholds..

Its December!

2009-12-03T23:14:00.000+03:00

Wind starts to blow stronger and stronger,
Temperature drops day by day,
The clothes we wear is increased layer by layer,
Day becomes darker earlier and earlier,
Night becomes longer and longer,
Signifies the coming of winter to Moscow.

Cold is nice,
But sometimes it sucks,
Makes us become lazier and lazier,
And just don't want to come out from the warm bed everyday.

Finals,
Only a few months away,
Oh why am I still relaxing here?

Day

2009-11-29T03:07:00.000+03:00

Live your day to the fullest so that you will have a 'yes' when you ask yourself in the blanket on your bed before u go into slumber,

'Is it worth it for spending all my today's time for all the stuff I did today?'

~Future Memories~

2009-11-29T02:34:00.002+03:00

Just found out ATB actually released a new album earlier this year. Loaded into my player straight away when I got it.

One of the best albums.

Oh yeah! Future Memories~

André Tanneberger just rocks! Although many people don't know you but you must know that there is a guy living in Moscow who listens to your music at least once every single day! :)

CD1 UNMIXED
01 ATB - LA Nights
02 ATB - What About Us
03 ATB - Swept Away
04 ATB - A New Day
05 ATB - My Everything
06 ATB - Summervibes with 9PM
07 ATB - Gravity
08 ATB pres. Josh Gallahan - Luminescence
09 ATB pres. Flanders - Behind
10 ATB - Future Memories
11 ATB - Still Here
12 ATB - My Saving Grace
13 ATB - Terra 260273
14 ATB - Communicate

CD2 MIXED
01 ATB - Talismanic
02 ATB - Missing
03 ATB - Horizon
04 ATB - Voices
05 ATB pres. Flanders - Behind (atbs ambient version)
06 ATB - Authentic Reaction
07 ATB - Careless
08 ATB - Twilight
09 ATB - Listen To Me
10 ATB - Living Life Over
11 ATB - Silent Meaning
12 ATB - Malibu Road

Never get bored with his songs. Ecstasy just pwns all songs.

Some may think his songs are so-so but I think its awesome.

Keep up the good work!

Live for yourself, live for the day

2009-11-24T14:02:00.000+03:00

Just don't care what people would say about you.

You must always aware of that.

No matter what, if you are bad, people will talk bad about you, even if you are good, people will still talk bad about you!

So, why even bother?

Just live for yourself, live for the day and you will be a happier person!

Kumar Drag Queen

2009-11-24T13:54:00.000+03:00

Part 1 : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BfVpwvkgaUw

Part 2 : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0_gBlfFrLiE

Part 3 : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Swr4eGnY6Xw

Laughed so hard watching it. Very racist, dirty jokes. If it offended anyone I'm very sorry.

about:blank

2009-11-24T13:38:00.001+03:00

Morning.. Its Tuesday and theres only Biochem Lec for me. But didn't go cuz it doesn't worth it for me to go. Need to spend one hour plus to go there, sit down and trying my best to listen to what our teacher says for an hour, but most probably I have no idea what the lecturer is talking about, and another one hour plus to come back home, nah..

Prefer to just stay at home and sleep a little bit more, and then study for physio and anatomy, yeap.. That sounds alot alot better. :)

Realized today that music really played a big role in me. Some songs can motivate me to keep on studying, some temps me to go for games, some wants me to go to sleep again, some reminds me of God, some just wants me to stop doing everything and stone there, closing my eyes, and just enjoy how wonderful the music goes. The RM400 headphone really worth it, been accompanying me for everyday since the day I bought it. Letting me to listen to every single notes sharply, every perfect guitar strokes, powerful vocals, booming drums, etc..

Just wanna thank God that He gave me music to shape my day out. Life without music just SUCKS TO THE MAX.

Watched District 9 in HD quality, deleted the 7GB file straight away after watching it. Its good with the alien designing but just not worth to keep it. The main actor Sharlto Copley just looks like a coward in the show. Cmon, its nothing wrong being an alien, it feels kindda cool actually, being able to operate those one-shot-and-the-whole-body-just-burst-into-small-pieces alienic weapons. Haha..

Okay.. back to nervus phrenicus..

Life is chosen by yourself

2009-11-16T03:07:00.000+03:00

Life is not chosen by anyone else. Life is decided by yourself, it is your choice to decide on how to live your life. There are more than tenth of a thousands of ways to live your life, and nobody can stop you from choosing what kind of life you want to live in.

Pick your life!

Grow with Him I will...

2009-10-28T19:10:00.001+03:00

After thinking lots for the past 2 days, I realized I will need a full change in myself. May Lord God grant me the wisdom and knowledge to me to see and learn how to rebuild the new me up. I know my wrongs and problems now, and I'm now willing to open my whole heart up to You Lord God to let You fill my heart with Your spirit and strength. I hope Lord God will guide me through my rebuilding process and help me shine the correct paths for me in the coming days. In the strong and loving name of Jesus I pray, Amen.

Histo

2009-10-26T01:11:00.000+03:00

Plan to go for Histo MCQ on tomorrow only. Really dont feel the confidence to get 5 in the oral test tomorrow.

Went to church today, but I'm late. Another pastor preached today. Don't really remember his name, Pastor Lan or Lance or something like that. His preaching was great, with strong points and funny jokes. I wished I can talk and joke like him. Haha!

Thinking of yesterday, it was an unlucky day for me. Was fully prepared but somehow God just doesn't want me to do the exam yesterday. There must be a reason why and I'm pretty sure I will know it soon. Still thank God anyway because He gave me more time to restudy everything, these materials must be useful in the future, thats why..

Got myself a new music for my alarm. Its a SNSD song, not bad. That old remix of the 大悲咒 cant seem to be able to wake me up nowadays.

Made a list of what to check before I go out. Its written in Chinese. Gosh I dont know for how many years I have stopped writing Chinese words, except in the computer. ;) I cant afford to go through the same problem as yesterday.

Ahh.. Forgetful.. My main weakness. Having it since small and never improved till now. Maybe God wants me to have this weakness so that I can find another 'rememberful' girl to be with, then the relationship would be perfect. HAHA!

Got a message from parents today. Felt bad because I didn't talked to them today, where I should have did. Should send them back an SMS now.

Zi Hao please use ur brain

2009-10-20T23:10:00.002+04:00

You cannot tremble in any way, this is not you!

You were good at adapting things, why now you cant?

Do you know how bad it is when you screw things up? You were not a person who will just give up things when things gone bad!

Zi Hao, Zi Hao.. What have you become?

Where is your confidence?

Cant you do something nicely?

Why you sucked at everything nowadays?

Sucked at it.. :(

2009-10-20T22:41:00.010+04:00

Today I did the worst praying ever.
Thinking of what I said just now, I am laughing so hard in my own room. Especially at the part when I cant even remember Shoba's name. Oh I'm so sorry Shoba.. I was very nervous just now. I wasn't prepared at all for that. Thats why.

Okay, looks like praying and sharing is not my stuff, yet.

Somehow I realize it's so easy for me to talk to God in my heart, but when it comes to talking its another story. Hmm..

Well.. Maybe its a new thing for me, that is why I cannot do it well. If you ask me to debate on political stuff or facts I can talk like a machine gun. lol..

Training and training and training... and training makes perfect.

No one is good at the first time. But they will improve as long as they keep on trying it.

Maybe I would like to ask Andrew to let me close in prayer everyday?

Emo?

2009-10-20T00:39:00.000+04:00

Looks like I'm emo-ing today...

Shouldn't, cuz its not necessary.

Okay. I'm emo no more! :D

Life should be happy all the time, no matter when is it, no matter where you are, no matter what you do.

You happy or not happy, you still need to go through the day.

So, why not just be happy?

Regret or not

2009-10-20T00:19:00.000+04:00

Somehow today I realized that how different I am compared to the 'me' from 3 years ago.

I have become more thoughtful, more serious, I don't know.

Is this called matured thinking? lol..

Don't feel like it. I think its a bad change of myself. I have become more emotionless, quiet.. Like a computer who just reacts when being asked and answers the only things that it is requested to do..

I can't joke as well as last time, I cant share my thoughts and do my things as well as last time. My brain just cant turn as well as the old me. Aiks..

Where are my lame jokes??!!

Probably its just because I am too busy with studies. Pressures and less fun. Thats why. Hope so..

But I will pray hard so that the old me will come back, the one who can cheer people up, the one who can make people laugh, the one who is always a good listener.

Anyway, overall its still a great day. Went for biochem this morning and manage to pass everything without any difficulty. Especially the MCQ, lol.. Did halfway but Anton came and turned my com off, wtf! But then after that I just went to tell my teacher I got a 78, and she just happily added the marks into the name list, without asking me any other things at all. :D And the mini colloq too, looks like I'm the only one who passed today's lesson, I mean orally. Heh..

Tough times

2009-10-18T17:01:00.000+04:00

I'm still facing the com even though the time is very limited ;)

Went through few friends' blog a while ago, and now here I am in my old blog.

Died actually, but not very.

Always thought of adding in the old stuffs into my blog, since I have all the photos, and I just need to add in some words and voila, it becomes alive again. Somehow every time when I have the feelings and urge to do it, its always when I'm lazy or busy, or inside the Metro, when I cant get physically contacted with my com. Too bad. :(

Maybe blogging is not my stuff huh.. I prefer just to relax at the corner of the room, listening to some musics and let the time just pass.

But I will try my best to resurrect this blog. Thinking of spending 10 mins a day here, wont hurt much.

Anyway, today is Sunday. Should have been a relaxing day, but I just cant feel it. Probably because of things playing in my mind and exams and stuff.

Suddenly thought of my 2 new family members. Still don't know their names yet. Hehe.. Will ask tonight when I call my parents.

Shto etta? (What is that?)

One Mimi, one Momo, one Money, and this 2? Aneh and Macha?

Lunch at Izmailovskaya

2008-10-30T06:59:00.000+03:00

Had a great sashlik lunch there with everyone.. Then Gan and Tracy decide to buy a cup of ice-cream to share..

Smile~

lol...

Want some?

Ming Yee's Birthday

2008-10-26T11:37:00.000+03:00

After church, Charis, Valynne, went to Partizan, to celebrate Ming Yee's birthday.. We planned to have a Chinese style call rice call vegetable lunch there.

We ordered some tofu, chicken, bakchoy and PRAWNS! wowooo..

Had Chinese Tea too.

The food is here, lets take some shots!

Someone can't stand to wait anymore.. Whoops! :)

Yummy..

Another closer look..

The dish that cost a bomb..

I would like to thank Jasper and Ming Yee sooooo much for bringing us there to eat. We enjoyed ourselves all the time there.

Happy Birthday Chloe!

2008-10-21T12:18:00.000+04:00

Today it was Chole's birthday.. Venue is in the study room.. After we had some tricky games with her, finally she got lured by the game from 7th floor, up to 14th floor, into the study room.

SURPRISE!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Yeah!!!

Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to Chloe,
Happy birthday to you!

Make a wish, and blow the candle!

Waa.. someone has quite some power lungs.. Hahas.. ;)

Lets give a big clap to the birthday girl!

Hey.. don't touch it!

We know you like cherry.. But you just cant touch anything yet, after you do this..

Here it comes...

Uhh oh...

Ok la.. Lets don't make the birthday girl unhappy.. =)

Just a little will do, just to tell everyone you went through it.. Hahas..

Nice cake there, its creamy and chocolaty..

Nothing special..

I like this pic.. Natural smiles.. =)

Grats to the newly-weds!

Happy birthday and hope you enjoyed it!

I didn't know until today, there is a Disney character wandering in Pushkin that night..

Anatomy Exam Today

2008-10-16T19:22:00.000+04:00

It was awful, studying Anatomy..

I spent one whole night, studying it, without sleep, and went for the control (in Russia control = exam) in the morning.

I didn't manage to memorize everything, especially the LEG parts like the femur, tibia, fibula and the feet bones.

I reached class few minutes before Lydia came in. Just in time. =)

Everyone looked nervous today. Of course la! Today is our first control leh!

Meet my Anatomy lecturer..

Name : Lydia
Favorite Quote : Go home and STUDY!!, STUDY! STUDY! STUDY!, etc.

We start the control with some objective questions. It was stupid, because the questions are exactly the same as what we got inside our test preparation booklet.

Next is the oral part, or rather just call it pointing and answering. This is the headache part, because most of the students fail here. As Lydia took out the bones from the plastic bag, I can feel the tense of the whole class, lol..

Soon, it started.. Lydia called us one by one. Kent went first, and he managed to answer nicely to her questions. Lydia looks satisfied with him. She gave him a 4. The next person is Gan. Gan was very nervous since the beginning. You can see as he was holding the scapula and sternum in front of Lydia, his hand was shaking like crazy! And probably because of his nervousness, and partly Lydia's own mistakes, he managed to get a 3 only. We were shocked when we knew he got only 3, because he should be the anatomy genius among us, and this genius gets only 3 marks?!

Gan was not satisfied with his results and he went to ask Lydia whether he can retake the test or not.

Unbelievably, she allowed, ON THE SPOT.

And after a while..

Lucky retard..

Lydia gave a Пятъ(piat - in english it means 5, perfect) for him.

I was the last person who got called for the oral test. I knew i did not prepare fully for it, so i'm already knew about how many marks i can get.

As soon as i reach to the front, i was given A SET OF LEG BONES. Lol.. KNS.. Dai watt.. Pukimak..

So, as what i had expected, the result i got from Lydia is >> Please go back home and STUDY!! STUDY THE LEG!!

'Pen'.. duh.. Wonder why people here calls 'pending' as 'pen'.. Issit because too many people failed before, and they always mentioned pending pending pending.. and got fed up with it. So in the end they just short-formed it and called it as 'pen'?

So i have to study the bones for another week again, and try to answer the best as i can on next week. Hahas..

Hmm.. Looks like there's not only me who got 'pen' today..

Gan's roommate, Jasper, busted

Ronald McDonald, busted because he shot Colonel Harland Sanders (KFC's founder) for stealing away his customers.

Peh Yee?

Nah, she was rather just unlucky. She got a 3, which is still a pass. She is actually well prepared, but just because she cannot answer one question properly, Lydia gave her a 3. She was unhappy, and wanted a retake like Gan too.

Finally, control is over. Although I know i still have to continue to memorize the bones for next week, but at least I feel relieved for today.

Tired, been staying awake since Wednesday 6am until now (Thursday 9pm), i guess i cant fight Grandpa Zhou anymore but to surrender to him..

Probably You Ate This Before..

2008-10-15T12:01:00.000+04:00

Had a break in between classes, so my friends and I went to eat this ultimately CHEEZY pizza where they claim its one of the best and wonderful pizza they ever had..

Its called Margarita Pizza, where it means that its the most original pizza with only cheese and tomato sauce.

It was only 70p, I think.. forgot the price.. Hahas..

After we waited for around 15 mins, finally..

OH MY TOOT!

WHAT THE FISH!!!

HOLY SHIT!!!

ULTIMATELY CHEESY!!

LETS BANG IT!!!

OI.. eat la!! Don't study.. =(

I WANT MORE!!!

Comments on the pizza :
Hmm... it may look nice for cheese lovers, and probably the cheese enthusiasts will love it to the max. =) The whole pizza tasted like cheese, where you wont be able to taste anything else, except CHEESE. Its good for me, because I'm okay with alot of cheese, but usually people will hate it. After I had one of these, I wouldn't want another one, for the coming whole week, because after one of these, you will start to feel like you are sick with it, and will vomit if you are given another one, eventhough its free..

Happy Birthday to You..

2008-10-12T23:08:00.000+04:00

Happy Birthday Charis!

It was a memorable and wonderful day for Charis and everyone here in Pushkin. Candles are lighted, birthday card is filled, video is made, cake is ready, flowers are standing-by, vodka in study room, everyone is here.. Okay lets go!

Candles arranged to make a number of 19, which means a special number for Charis.. =)

Nice eh?

Happy Birthday!!!

Here are your flowers, birthday card and cake!

Charis sure can finish the whole shot.. =)

Oh yeah she did it!

Potluck dinner with 7-11s

2008-10-05T22:55:00.000+04:00

Had dinner with dwellers of 711, at 711, not 7-11 ok? lol..

This logo never existed in Moscow, aiks.. Missing their Slurpies..
Got this pic from www.funenergyfoods.com

Oh yeah! Finally everything is ready!

Had mixed vegetables, and fried chicken. Both are finger licking good. Brandon used his frying powder brought from Malaysia and it was awesome!

This is Chew Chang Fuuuuuuuuuuu...

Cheese!!

I can see 2 green bottles behind there..

New Comforter

2008-09-21T19:12:00.000+04:00

Today I went to Ikea with few other friends. I planned to buy a comforter and a nice pillow. So, there goes my Rubles! Muahaha!!

Before

After, Taa-daa!

Spent around 3k Rubles for a comforter, a pillow, a set of comforter and pillow cover, a clothes hanger, and some other ding ding dong dong stuffs. However i feel its worth it =)

Red Square

2008-09-14T17:55:00.000+04:00

Today we had a chance to go to Red-Square. Its one of the most famous place to visit at Moscow. The metro stop is at Ohotny Ryad.
Okay.. Lets just let the picture do the talking..

The magnificent view of red buildings as soon as we got out from the Metro.

Museum at Red Square.

Great Wall of Moscow, Kremlin
The middle is the Red Square. On the left side is one of the most elegant shopping mall you can find around the world, the ГУМ (in English it would be pronounced as GOOM). On the right side is the Kremlin. At the middle end is the Saint Basil's Cathedral.

The left side view of the Kremlin. Can you see the star at the top of the tower? The star will shine in the night in red in colour. People said that there a big ruby stone in the middle of the star.

ГУМ

Brandon, enjoying the cool wind.

Lowell, complaining its cold.. =.=

I don't know why Jackie is doing this face expression.

............................
The usual thing you can see when Ronald and Gan is hanging out together.
Nice pic of Saint Basil's Cathedral. (From left, Jasper, Ronald and me)

Another one!

Ahh.. The lovely couple..

After snapping enough pictures of the Red Square, we went into ГУМ.

Inside view of the shopping mall. Looks not bad huh..

....?

LOL!

Okay, its time to leave Red Square.

Now we are going to the so called Eternal Flame by some friends. The place's name is actually the Tomb of the Unknown Soldier. It is a war memorial, dedicated to the Soviet soldiers killed during the Great Patriotic War.

Theres the flame, at the middle. As you can see, there are flowers near the wall. Those are actually the flowers from newly weds, thanking dead soldiers for affording the opportunity to marry.

All the time there will be 2 soldiers guarding the square. One at the right, one at the left. We were lucky when we got there. We had a chance to see the soldiers changing shifts. Its was nice to watch, but I just forgot to take a video of it! =(

Thats all for today.

Leaving Malaysia

2008-09-09T03:28:00.000+04:00

Its time to leave Malaysia to Moscow today..
After rotting at home for almost 2 months, doing nothing but playing games, watching TV, sleeping and eating, its time to say bye bye to my lovely home and leaving to an unknown place where i never went before. ~>.<~ Everythings in purple.. What airline issit?

Some 'breathtaking' views outside of the window..

Looks tasty, but actually suk.. That shit is an omelette with some potatoes. Tasteless.

Ahh.. After 8 hours of ride from Bangkok, WELCOME TO RUSSIA!

I was expecting the weather to be very cold, so i was wearing some thick sweater when I am coming out from the plane. But then as soon as i come out from the airport, i started to sweat lol.. its 27 degrees outside.. haha!

Okay, time to carry our luggages into the bus. There are about 20 people, each with an almost-30kg bag, shit..

"WTF man, is this the place I am going to live for the 6 years?"

"Yea, with me, the black dickhead!"

My bed, looks nice huh?

Its been a tiring day. We traveled for almost 12 hours from Malaysia>Bangkok>Moscow. Okay, time to sleep!

New Laptop

2008-08-08T03:19:00.000+04:00

Bought a new laptop today.. Wee! My first laptop! =)
Laptop name : Asus X52
Bought for RM3909, but i paid for only RM2409, cuz my dad paid the rest haha!

Overall look

The specs.. not bad la.. Radeon 2600 for a laptop is considered not bad at this time.. ^^

The keyboard..
Stickers

The touchpad

Finally Exam is Over!

2008-07-21T15:19:00.000+04:00

Finally, my A-Level course is over..

Allright, its time to move out from my lovely rented home at KL. My parents came and helped me in the process of moving-out. =)

I lived at Angkasa Condo Block C 24th floor. Heres some view from the unit's windows.

Quite high up here huh? =)
Thats Block B

This is Puncak Banyan Condominium. Its situated behind Angkasa Condo.

Seriously its nice staying so high up here. Okay.. maybe not for those who has the fear of height (acrophobia). You get the strong cool wind blowing into your room all the time, and its just the perfect thing you'll need when you are staying at forestless KL.

My unit's living room. The main door and the kitchen is at the left side, my room is just situated beside the toilet.

My room and my parents. God please bless them richly for giving me such a good chance to study here at KL. =)

View from my room's window. Theres the swimming pool for my condo. Its a nice pool but too bad i never had the chance to swim there. Regret regret..

This is the bathroom. It looks dirty now lol because I didnt clean it, because I knew I am moving out. Why would I need to clean a bathroom where I will not going to use it again? Hahas..

Angkasa Condo

Fook Sing Restaurant. God I missed the salad chicken rice >.<

UCSI

Buttons buttons

My bed and my window

It was a very very good experience, studying here at UCSI Kuala Lumpur. Well, actually i played alot there, and sometimes i even neglected my classes. I felt regretted, for not studying nicely here, but then, I feel that i really really really enjoyed the one-and-a-half years of life here at Taman Connaught. Its probably the best life I've ever had. Pure freedom.. WHO DOESNT WANT IT?

Heres a list of what I did there for one and a half years, simple yet almost complete haha!

1. Dota + Other War3 mini games
2. MapleStory
3. Accompanying my gf
4. Cook telephone porridge? lol.. (煲电话粥)
5. Skipping class
6. Never did any homework
7. Watch movies, animes, dramas, comics
8. Chatting
9. Eat, Drink, Bath, Sleep
10. Listen to musics
11. Yumcha with friends, usually at midnight, after some Dota games. =)
12. Study, only when exam is on tomorrow xD

Seriously, I think I didnt do anything else other than these things.