Day

Live your day to the fullest so that you will have a 'yes' when you ask yourself in the blanket on your bed before u go into slumber,

'Is it worth it for spending all my today's time for all the stuff I did today?'

~Future Memories~

Just found out ATB actually released a new album earlier this year. Loaded into my player straight away when I got it.

One of the best albums.

Oh yeah! Future Memories~

André Tanneberger just rocks! Although many people don't know you but you must know that there is a guy living in Moscow who listens to your music at least once every single day! :)

CD1 UNMIXED
01 ATB - LA Nights
02 ATB - What About Us
03 ATB - Swept Away
04 ATB - A New Day
05 ATB - My Everything
06 ATB - Summervibes with 9PM
07 ATB - Gravity
08 ATB pres. Josh Gallahan - Luminescence
09 ATB pres. Flanders - Behind
10 ATB - Future Memories
11 ATB - Still Here
12 ATB - My Saving Grace
13 ATB - Terra 260273
14 ATB - Communicate

CD2 MIXED
01 ATB - Talismanic
02 ATB - Missing
03 ATB - Horizon
04 ATB - Voices
05 ATB pres. Flanders - Behind (atbs ambient version)
06 ATB - Authentic Reaction
07 ATB - Careless
08 ATB - Twilight
09 ATB - Listen To Me
10 ATB - Living Life Over
11 ATB - Silent Meaning
12 ATB - Malibu Road

Never get bored with his songs. Ecstasy just pwns all songs.

Some may think his songs are so-so but I think its awesome.

Keep up the good work!

Live for yourself, live for the day

Just don't care what people would say about you.

You must always aware of that.

No matter what, if you are bad, people will talk bad about you, even if you are good, people will still talk bad about you!

So, why even bother?

Just live for yourself, live for the day and you will be a happier person!

Kumar Drag Queen

Part 1 : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BfVpwvkgaUw

Part 2 : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0_gBlfFrLiE

Part 3 : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Swr4eGnY6Xw

Laughed so hard watching it. Very racist, dirty jokes. If it offended anyone I'm very sorry.

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Morning.. Its Tuesday and theres only Biochem Lec for me. But didn't go cuz it doesn't worth it for me to go. Need to spend one hour plus to go there, sit down and trying my best to listen to what our teacher says for an hour, but most probably I have no idea what the lecturer is talking about, and another one hour plus to come back home, nah..

Prefer to just stay at home and sleep a little bit more, and then study for physio and anatomy, yeap.. That sounds alot alot better. :)

Realized today that music really played a big role in me. Some songs can motivate me to keep on studying, some temps me to go for games, some wants me to go to sleep again, some reminds me of God, some just wants me to stop doing everything and stone there, closing my eyes, and just enjoy how wonderful the music goes. The RM400 headphone really worth it, been accompanying me for everyday since the day I bought it. Letting me to listen to every single notes sharply, every perfect guitar strokes, powerful vocals, booming drums, etc..

Just wanna thank God that He gave me music to shape my day out. Life without music just SUCKS TO THE MAX.

Watched District 9 in HD quality, deleted the 7GB file straight away after watching it. Its good with the alien designing but just not worth to keep it. The main actor Sharlto Copley just looks like a coward in the show. Cmon, its nothing wrong being an alien, it feels kindda cool actually, being able to operate those one-shot-and-the-whole-body-just-burst-into-small-pieces alienic weapons. Haha..

Okay.. back to nervus phrenicus..

Life is chosen by yourself

Life is not chosen by anyone else. Life is decided by yourself, it is your choice to decide on how to live your life. There are more than tenth of a thousands of ways to live your life, and nobody can stop you from choosing what kind of life you want to live in.

Pick your life!

Grow with Him I will...

After thinking lots for the past 2 days, I realized I will need a full change in myself. May Lord God grant me the wisdom and knowledge to me to see and learn how to rebuild the new me up. I know my wrongs and problems now, and I'm now willing to open my whole heart up to You Lord God to let You fill my heart with Your spirit and strength. I hope Lord God will guide me through my rebuilding process and help me shine the correct paths for me in the coming days. In the strong and loving name of Jesus I pray, Amen.

Histo

Plan to go for Histo MCQ on tomorrow only. Really dont feel the confidence to get 5 in the oral test tomorrow.

Went to church today, but I'm late. Another pastor preached today. Don't really remember his name, Pastor Lan or Lance or something like that. His preaching was great, with strong points and funny jokes. I wished I can talk and joke like him. Haha!

Thinking of yesterday, it was an unlucky day for me. Was fully prepared but somehow God just doesn't want me to do the exam yesterday. There must be a reason why and I'm pretty sure I will know it soon. Still thank God anyway because He gave me more time to restudy everything, these materials must be useful in the future, thats why..

Got myself a new music for my alarm. Its a SNSD song, not bad. That old remix of the 大悲咒 cant seem to be able to wake me up nowadays.

Made a list of what to check before I go out. Its written in Chinese. Gosh I dont know for how many years I have stopped writing Chinese words, except in the computer. ;) I cant afford to go through the same problem as yesterday.

Ahh.. Forgetful.. My main weakness. Having it since small and never improved till now. Maybe God wants me to have this weakness so that I can find another 'rememberful' girl to be with, then the relationship would be perfect. HAHA!

Got a message from parents today. Felt bad because I didn't talked to them today, where I should have did. Should send them back an SMS now.

Zi Hao please use ur brain

You cannot tremble in any way, this is not you!

You were good at adapting things, why now you cant?

Do you know how bad it is when you screw things up? You were not a person who will just give up things when things gone bad!

Zi Hao, Zi Hao.. What have you become?

Where is your confidence?

Cant you do something nicely?

Why you sucked at everything nowadays?

Sucked at it.. :(

Today I did the worst praying ever.
Thinking of what I said just now, I am laughing so hard in my own room. Especially at the part when I cant even remember Shoba's name. Oh I'm so sorry Shoba.. I was very nervous just now. I wasn't prepared at all for that. Thats why.

Okay, looks like praying and sharing is not my stuff, yet.

Somehow I realize it's so easy for me to talk to God in my heart, but when it comes to talking its another story. Hmm..

Well.. Maybe its a new thing for me, that is why I cannot do it well. If you ask me to debate on political stuff or facts I can talk like a machine gun. lol..

Training and training and training... and training makes perfect.

No one is good at the first time. But they will improve as long as they keep on trying it.

Maybe I would like to ask Andrew to let me close in prayer everyday?

Emo?

Looks like I'm emo-ing today...

Shouldn't, cuz its not necessary.

Okay. I'm emo no more! :D

Life should be happy all the time, no matter when is it, no matter where you are, no matter what you do.

You happy or not happy, you still need to go through the day.

So, why not just be happy?

Regret or not

Somehow today I realized that how different I am compared to the 'me' from 3 years ago.

I have become more thoughtful, more serious, I don't know.

Is this called matured thinking? lol..

Don't feel like it. I think its a bad change of myself. I have become more emotionless, quiet.. Like a computer who just reacts when being asked and answers the only things that it is requested to do..

I can't joke as well as last time, I cant share my thoughts and do my things as well as last time. My brain just cant turn as well as the old me. Aiks..

Where are my lame jokes??!!

Probably its just because I am too busy with studies. Pressures and less fun. Thats why. Hope so..

But I will pray hard so that the old me will come back, the one who can cheer people up, the one who can make people laugh, the one who is always a good listener.

Anyway, overall its still a great day. Went for biochem this morning and manage to pass everything without any difficulty. Especially the MCQ, lol.. Did halfway but Anton came and turned my com off, wtf! But then after that I just went to tell my teacher I got a 78, and she just happily added the marks into the name list, without asking me any other things at all. :D And the mini colloq too, looks like I'm the only one who passed today's lesson, I mean orally. Heh..

Tough times

I'm still facing the com even though the time is very limited ;)

Went through few friends' blog a while ago, and now here I am in my old blog.

Died actually, but not very.

Always thought of adding in the old stuffs into my blog, since I have all the photos, and I just need to add in some words and voila, it becomes alive again. Somehow every time when I have the feelings and urge to do it, its always when I'm lazy or busy, or inside the Metro, when I cant get physically contacted with my com. Too bad. :(

Maybe blogging is not my stuff huh.. I prefer just to relax at the corner of the room, listening to some musics and let the time just pass.

But I will try my best to resurrect this blog. Thinking of spending 10 mins a day here, wont hurt much.

Anyway, today is Sunday. Should have been a relaxing day, but I just cant feel it. Probably because of things playing in my mind and exams and stuff.

Suddenly thought of my 2 new family members. Still don't know their names yet. Hehe.. Will ask tonight when I call my parents.

Shto etta? (What is that?)

One Mimi, one Momo, one Money, and this 2? Aneh and Macha?

Lunch at Izmailovskaya

Had a great sashlik lunch there with everyone.. Then Gan and Tracy decide to buy a cup of ice-cream to share..

Smile~

lol...

Want some?

Ming Yee's Birthday

After church, Charis, Valynne, went to Partizan, to celebrate Ming Yee's birthday.. We planned to have a Chinese style call rice call vegetable lunch there.

We ordered some tofu, chicken, bakchoy and PRAWNS! wowooo..

Had Chinese Tea too.

The food is here, lets take some shots!

Someone can't stand to wait anymore.. Whoops! :)

Yummy..

Another closer look..

The dish that cost a bomb..

I would like to thank Jasper and Ming Yee sooooo much for bringing us there to eat. We enjoyed ourselves all the time there.

Happy Birthday Chloe!

Today it was Chole's birthday.. Venue is in the study room.. After we had some tricky games with her, finally she got lured by the game from 7th floor, up to 14th floor, into the study room.

SURPRISE!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Yeah!!!

Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to Chloe,
Happy birthday to you!

Make a wish, and blow the candle!

Waa.. someone has quite some power lungs.. Hahas.. ;)

Lets give a big clap to the birthday girl!


Hey.. don't touch it!

We know you like cherry.. But you just cant touch anything yet, after you do this..

Here it comes...

Uhh oh...

Ok la.. Lets don't make the birthday girl unhappy.. =)

Just a little will do, just to tell everyone you went through it.. Hahas..

Nice cake there, its creamy and chocolaty..

Nothing special..

I like this pic.. Natural smiles.. =)

Grats to the newly-weds!

Happy birthday and hope you enjoyed it!

I didn't know until today, there is a Disney character wandering in Pushkin that night..

Anatomy Exam Today

It was awful, studying Anatomy..

I spent one whole night, studying it, without sleep, and went for the control (in Russia control = exam) in the morning.

I didn't manage to memorize everything, especially the LEG parts like the femur, tibia, fibula and the feet bones.

I reached class few minutes before Lydia came in. Just in time. =)

Everyone looked nervous today. Of course la! Today is our first control leh!

Meet my Anatomy lecturer..

Name : Lydia
Favorite Quote : Go home and STUDY!!, STUDY! STUDY! STUDY!, etc.

We start the control with some objective questions. It was stupid, because the questions are exactly the same as what we got inside our test preparation booklet.

Next is the oral part, or rather just call it pointing and answering. This is the headache part, because most of the students fail here. As Lydia took out the bones from the plastic bag, I can feel the tense of the whole class, lol..

Soon, it started.. Lydia called us one by one. Kent went first, and he managed to answer nicely to her questions. Lydia looks satisfied with him. She gave him a 4. The next person is Gan. Gan was very nervous since the beginning. You can see as he was holding the scapula and sternum in front of Lydia, his hand was shaking like crazy! And probably because of his nervousness, and partly Lydia's own mistakes, he managed to get a 3 only. We were shocked when we knew he got only 3, because he should be the anatomy genius among us, and this genius gets only 3 marks?!

Gan was not satisfied with his results and he went to ask Lydia whether he can retake the test or not.

Unbelievably, she allowed, ON THE SPOT.

And after a while..

Lucky retard..

Lydia gave a Пятъ(piat - in english it means 5, perfect) for him.

I was the last person who got called for the oral test. I knew i did not prepare fully for it, so i'm already knew about how many marks i can get.

As soon as i reach to the front, i was given A SET OF LEG BONES. Lol.. KNS.. Dai watt.. Pukimak..

So, as what i had expected, the result i got from Lydia is >> Please go back home and STUDY!! STUDY THE LEG!!

'Pen'.. duh.. Wonder why people here calls 'pending' as 'pen'.. Issit because too many people failed before, and they always mentioned pending pending pending.. and got fed up with it. So in the end they just short-formed it and called it as 'pen'?

So i have to study the bones for another week again, and try to answer the best as i can on next week. Hahas..

Hmm.. Looks like there's not only me who got 'pen' today..

Gan's roommate, Jasper, busted

Ronald McDonald, busted because he shot Colonel Harland Sanders (KFC's founder) for stealing away his customers.

Peh Yee?

Nah, she was rather just unlucky. She got a 3, which is still a pass. She is actually well prepared, but just because she cannot answer one question properly, Lydia gave her a 3. She was unhappy, and wanted a retake like Gan too.

Finally, control is over. Although I know i still have to continue to memorize the bones for next week, but at least I feel relieved for today.

Tired, been staying awake since Wednesday 6am until now (Thursday 9pm), i guess i cant fight Grandpa Zhou anymore but to surrender to him..

Probably You Ate This Before..

Had a break in between classes, so my friends and I went to eat this ultimately CHEEZY pizza where they claim its one of the best and wonderful pizza they ever had..

Its called Margarita Pizza, where it means that its the most original pizza with only cheese and tomato sauce.

It was only 70p, I think.. forgot the price.. Hahas..

After we waited for around 15 mins, finally..

OH MY TOOT!

WHAT THE FISH!!!

HOLY SHIT!!!

ULTIMATELY CHEESY!!

LETS BANG IT!!!

OI.. eat la!! Don't study.. =(

I WANT MORE!!!

Comments on the pizza :
Hmm... it may look nice for cheese lovers, and probably the cheese enthusiasts will love it to the max. =) The whole pizza tasted like cheese, where you wont be able to taste anything else, except CHEESE. Its good for me, because I'm okay with alot of cheese, but usually people will hate it. After I had one of these, I wouldn't want another one, for the coming whole week, because after one of these, you will start to feel like you are sick with it, and will vomit if you are given another one, eventhough its free..

Happy Birthday to You..

Happy Birthday Charis!

It was a memorable and wonderful day for Charis and everyone here in Pushkin. Candles are lighted, birthday card is filled, video is made, cake is ready, flowers are standing-by, vodka in study room, everyone is here.. Okay lets go!

Candles arranged to make a number of 19, which means a special number for Charis.. =)

Nice eh?

Happy Birthday!!!

Here are your flowers, birthday card and cake!

Charis sure can finish the whole shot.. =)

Oh yeah she did it!

Potluck dinner with 7-11s

Had dinner with dwellers of 711, at 711, not 7-11 ok? lol..

This logo never existed in Moscow, aiks.. Missing their Slurpies..
Got this pic from www.funenergyfoods.com

Oh yeah! Finally everything is ready!

Had mixed vegetables, and fried chicken. Both are finger licking good. Brandon used his frying powder brought from Malaysia and it was awesome!

This is Chew Chang Fuuuuuuuuuuu...

Cheese!!

I can see 2 green bottles behind there..