5.00am - Go to bed. Trying to sleep.
5.20am - Still awake
5.21am - You are in my head
5.22am - You're definitely sleeping
like a pig now..
5.24am - Thinking of your eyes
5.26am - Your smell
5.28am - Your sweet smile
5.29am - I smiled
5.30am - I tried to sleep again.
5.45am - Still cant sleep
5.50am - You are still in my head
6.00am - get out of my head!
6.10am - I still cannot sleep
6.13am - Wondering whether your soar throat is still
hurting you or not.
6.14am - It must be painful everytime you swallow.
6.16am - Wanna hug you to comfort you.
6.20am - you, you, you...
6.30am - You are in my heart.
7.00am - I think I finally fell asleep.
8.00am - Woke up. Getting ready for the day.
Sunday, January 3, 2010
Saturday, January 2, 2010
Vision 10
There it went, Vision 10.
Alot of things happened, alot of things to forget, alot of things to plan, alot of things needed to be done.
Maybe I should give up the past, and go on to the future? Or I should stick back to the old ones, hoping miracles happens? Dear God, I don't know what should I do and I'm surrendering everything into You. You will decide for me, and definitely I will accept what You have planned for me.
Нужен мне лишь Ты!
Feeling down now. After heard of something a while ago. I don't know whether it is true or not but for sure I'm stupid enough to think the other way round. LOL!
Been thinking alot. Argh! I just need to know, нужен мне лишь Ты, Бог!
But it seems hard for me to think so. God doesn't want us to just surrender things to Him, He wanted us to go through all those things together with Him. Surrendering to Him only wont give out any results, you surrendering to Him so that you can just feel better, so that you can sleep without worrying much at night, and thats all. But still, when you wake up on the next day, you still need to do something about it.
Alot of things happened, alot of things to forget, alot of things to plan, alot of things needed to be done.
Maybe I should give up the past, and go on to the future? Or I should stick back to the old ones, hoping miracles happens? Dear God, I don't know what should I do and I'm surrendering everything into You. You will decide for me, and definitely I will accept what You have planned for me.
Нужен мне лишь Ты!
Feeling down now. After heard of something a while ago. I don't know whether it is true or not but for sure I'm stupid enough to think the other way round. LOL!
Been thinking alot. Argh! I just need to know, нужен мне лишь Ты, Бог!
But it seems hard for me to think so. God doesn't want us to just surrender things to Him, He wanted us to go through all those things together with Him. Surrendering to Him only wont give out any results, you surrendering to Him so that you can just feel better, so that you can sleep without worrying much at night, and thats all. But still, when you wake up on the next day, you still need to do something about it.
Friday, January 1, 2010
Welcoming year 2010
2010 already? It seems like 2009 was just a blink of an eye, lmao..
Celebrated with fellow Kuzminians, had potluck dinner, Western food based. It was nice, especially when the Mafia game is going on through the whole night. But I was stupid, in 4 games I'm mafia in 3 of them, and I realize Mafias always lose when I'm one of them. Looks like people seem to investigate me first before any others lol. But then when I'm not a Mafia I probably will get killed in the first round. Sien la................... Gimme play few rounds la!!
Realized that my convincing skill levels are so low until out of the chart, gotta start learning how to talk with charisma and stuff. Self-improvement books, here I come on 2010!
Once again, 2010? It looks like its just a plain normal day for me here. Starting back with the books and studies.. Anat and Histo.. Argh!!
Celebrated with fellow Kuzminians, had potluck dinner, Western food based. It was nice, especially when the Mafia game is going on through the whole night. But I was stupid, in 4 games I'm mafia in 3 of them, and I realize Mafias always lose when I'm one of them. Looks like people seem to investigate me first before any others lol. But then when I'm not a Mafia I probably will get killed in the first round. Sien la................... Gimme play few rounds la!!
Realized that my convincing skill levels are so low until out of the chart, gotta start learning how to talk with charisma and stuff. Self-improvement books, here I come on 2010!
Once again, 2010? It looks like its just a plain normal day for me here. Starting back with the books and studies.. Anat and Histo.. Argh!!
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Friday, December 18, 2009
Some songs to intro all of you..
Went thru some of the songs I got recently,
FIRST ~ Owl City - Fireflies
COMMENT ~ My personal favourite for now. Perfect rhythm. I dont know why I can start singing just after I heard the song for once. The tunes are very 'up-to-mouth' for me I guess. lol..
SECOND ~ Alicia Keys - Doesn't Mean Anything
COMMENT ~ Just love piano-drum combo, I just need to listen the first 10 second of the song and I know I will love this song very much.
THIRD ~ Dope - I'm Back
COMMENT ~ Went through Dope's discography a while ago, found this song. Quite old. Nasty enough, explosive enough, harsh enough, swearfully enough, musically enough, etc. Might not be suitable for alot of people but I personally like it. You can skip this if you love vocal?
Went thru some of the songs I got recently,
FIRST ~ Owl City - Fireflies
COMMENT ~ My personal favourite for now. Perfect rhythm. I dont know why I can start singing just after I heard the song for once. The tunes are very 'up-to-mouth' for me I guess. lol..
SECOND ~ Alicia Keys - Doesn't Mean Anything
COMMENT ~ Just love piano-drum combo, I just need to listen the first 10 second of the song and I know I will love this song very much.
THIRD ~ Dope - I'm Back
COMMENT ~ Went through Dope's discography a while ago, found this song. Quite old. Nasty enough, explosive enough, harsh enough, swearfully enough, musically enough, etc. Might not be suitable for alot of people but I personally like it. You can skip this if you love vocal?
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Endangered Species
I don't know why this species' population is getting lesser and lesser nowadays. Its like finding AN ATOM, not just a needle, in the seabed. lol...
Monday, December 7, 2009
Spirited Away
I always get spirited away when I watch this movie.
I don't know how many times I have watched this movie, but I never get bored of it.
Anyone who is out there, who doesn't know what movie is this, I am so going to 'da' your 'pi gu', tie your hands and legs up, turn on the movie, and force you to watch this movie from the first second to the very very last millisecond. ;)
Best animation movie I've ever watched.
I don't know how many times I have watched this movie, but I never get bored of it.
Anyone who is out there, who doesn't know what movie is this, I am so going to 'da' your 'pi gu', tie your hands and legs up, turn on the movie, and force you to watch this movie from the first second to the very very last millisecond. ;)
Best animation movie I've ever watched.
Strongholds
Strongholds in my mind,
built by devils,
to weaken my mind and soul,
getting bigger,
stronger,
harder,
to destroy them.
But no fear my friend,
our armies are getting tougher and tougher too,
well trained,
when we had the first sight of the first stronghold,
that appeared in the battlefield of my mind.
We are well equipped,
with indestructible weapons and shields,
and strong catapults to help us along,
and not to forget,
our almighty God,
to assist us,
to tear down all the seemingly perfectly fortified fortress and strongholds..
built by devils,
to weaken my mind and soul,
getting bigger,
stronger,
harder,
to destroy them.
But no fear my friend,
our armies are getting tougher and tougher too,
well trained,
when we had the first sight of the first stronghold,
that appeared in the battlefield of my mind.
We are well equipped,
with indestructible weapons and shields,
and strong catapults to help us along,
and not to forget,
our almighty God,
to assist us,
to tear down all the seemingly perfectly fortified fortress and strongholds..
Thursday, December 3, 2009
Its December!
Wind starts to blow stronger and stronger,
Temperature drops day by day,
The clothes we wear is increased layer by layer,
Day becomes darker earlier and earlier,
Night becomes longer and longer,
Signifies the coming of winter to Moscow.
Cold is nice,
But sometimes it sucks,
Makes us become lazier and lazier,
And just don't want to come out from the warm bed everyday.
Finals,
Only a few months away,
Oh why am I still relaxing here?
Temperature drops day by day,
The clothes we wear is increased layer by layer,
Day becomes darker earlier and earlier,
Night becomes longer and longer,
Signifies the coming of winter to Moscow.
Cold is nice,
But sometimes it sucks,
Makes us become lazier and lazier,
And just don't want to come out from the warm bed everyday.
Finals,
Only a few months away,
Oh why am I still relaxing here?
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Day
Live your day to the fullest so that you will have a 'yes' when you ask yourself in the blanket on your bed before u go into slumber,
'Is it worth it for spending all my today's time for all the stuff I did today?'
'Is it worth it for spending all my today's time for all the stuff I did today?'
~Future Memories~
Just found out ATB actually released a new album earlier this year. Loaded into my player straight away when I got it.
One of the best albums.
Oh yeah! Future Memories~
André Tanneberger just rocks! Although many people don't know you but you must know that there is a guy living in Moscow who listens to your music at least once every single day! :)
CD1 UNMIXED
01 ATB - LA Nights
02 ATB - What About Us
03 ATB - Swept Away
04 ATB - A New Day
05 ATB - My Everything
06 ATB - Summervibes with 9PM
07 ATB - Gravity
08 ATB pres. Josh Gallahan - Luminescence
09 ATB pres. Flanders - Behind
10 ATB - Future Memories
11 ATB - Still Here
12 ATB - My Saving Grace
13 ATB - Terra 260273
14 ATB - Communicate
CD2 MIXED
01 ATB - Talismanic
02 ATB - Missing
03 ATB - Horizon
04 ATB - Voices
05 ATB pres. Flanders - Behind (atbs ambient version)
06 ATB - Authentic Reaction
07 ATB - Careless
08 ATB - Twilight
09 ATB - Listen To Me
10 ATB - Living Life Over
11 ATB - Silent Meaning
12 ATB - Malibu Road
Never get bored with his songs. Ecstasy just pwns all songs.
Some may think his songs are so-so but I think its awesome.
Keep up the good work!
One of the best albums.
Oh yeah! Future Memories~
André Tanneberger just rocks! Although many people don't know you but you must know that there is a guy living in Moscow who listens to your music at least once every single day! :)
CD1 UNMIXED
01 ATB - LA Nights
02 ATB - What About Us
03 ATB - Swept Away
04 ATB - A New Day
05 ATB - My Everything
06 ATB - Summervibes with 9PM
07 ATB - Gravity
08 ATB pres. Josh Gallahan - Luminescence
09 ATB pres. Flanders - Behind
10 ATB - Future Memories
11 ATB - Still Here
12 ATB - My Saving Grace
13 ATB - Terra 260273
14 ATB - Communicate
CD2 MIXED
01 ATB - Talismanic
02 ATB - Missing
03 ATB - Horizon
04 ATB - Voices
05 ATB pres. Flanders - Behind (atbs ambient version)
06 ATB - Authentic Reaction
07 ATB - Careless
08 ATB - Twilight
09 ATB - Listen To Me
10 ATB - Living Life Over
11 ATB - Silent Meaning
12 ATB - Malibu Road
Never get bored with his songs. Ecstasy just pwns all songs.
Some may think his songs are so-so but I think its awesome.
Keep up the good work!
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Live for yourself, live for the day
Just don't care what people would say about you.
You must always aware of that.
No matter what, if you are bad, people will talk bad about you, even if you are good, people will still talk bad about you!
So, why even bother?
Just live for yourself, live for the day and you will be a happier person!
You must always aware of that.
No matter what, if you are bad, people will talk bad about you, even if you are good, people will still talk bad about you!
So, why even bother?
Just live for yourself, live for the day and you will be a happier person!
Kumar Drag Queen
Part 1 : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BfVpwvkgaUw
Part 2 : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0_gBlfFrLiE
Part 3 : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Swr4eGnY6Xw
Laughed so hard watching it. Very racist, dirty jokes. If it offended anyone I'm very sorry.
Part 2 : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0_gBlfFrLiE
Part 3 : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Swr4eGnY6Xw
Laughed so hard watching it. Very racist, dirty jokes. If it offended anyone I'm very sorry.
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Morning.. Its Tuesday and theres only Biochem Lec for me. But didn't go cuz it doesn't worth it for me to go. Need to spend one hour plus to go there, sit down and trying my best to listen to what our teacher says for an hour, but most probably I have no idea what the lecturer is talking about, and another one hour plus to come back home, nah..
Prefer to just stay at home and sleep a little bit more, and then study for physio and anatomy, yeap.. That sounds alot alot better. :)
Realized today that music really played a big role in me. Some songs can motivate me to keep on studying, some temps me to go for games, some wants me to go to sleep again, some reminds me of God, some just wants me to stop doing everything and stone there, closing my eyes, and just enjoy how wonderful the music goes. The RM400 headphone really worth it, been accompanying me for everyday since the day I bought it. Letting me to listen to every single notes sharply, every perfect guitar strokes, powerful vocals, booming drums, etc..
Just wanna thank God that He gave me music to shape my day out. Life without music just SUCKS TO THE MAX.
Watched District 9 in HD quality, deleted the 7GB file straight away after watching it. Its good with the alien designing but just not worth to keep it. The main actor Sharlto Copley just looks like a coward in the show. Cmon, its nothing wrong being an alien, it feels kindda cool actually, being able to operate those one-shot-and-the-whole-body-just-burst-into-small-pieces alienic weapons. Haha..
Okay.. back to nervus phrenicus..
Prefer to just stay at home and sleep a little bit more, and then study for physio and anatomy, yeap.. That sounds alot alot better. :)
Realized today that music really played a big role in me. Some songs can motivate me to keep on studying, some temps me to go for games, some wants me to go to sleep again, some reminds me of God, some just wants me to stop doing everything and stone there, closing my eyes, and just enjoy how wonderful the music goes. The RM400 headphone really worth it, been accompanying me for everyday since the day I bought it. Letting me to listen to every single notes sharply, every perfect guitar strokes, powerful vocals, booming drums, etc..
Just wanna thank God that He gave me music to shape my day out. Life without music just SUCKS TO THE MAX.
Watched District 9 in HD quality, deleted the 7GB file straight away after watching it. Its good with the alien designing but just not worth to keep it. The main actor Sharlto Copley just looks like a coward in the show. Cmon, its nothing wrong being an alien, it feels kindda cool actually, being able to operate those one-shot-and-the-whole-body-just-burst-into-small-pieces alienic weapons. Haha..
Okay.. back to nervus phrenicus..
Monday, November 16, 2009
Life is chosen by yourself
Life is not chosen by anyone else. Life is decided by yourself, it is your choice to decide on how to live your life. There are more than tenth of a thousands of ways to live your life, and nobody can stop you from choosing what kind of life you want to live in.
Pick your life!
Pick your life!
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Grow with Him I will...
After thinking lots for the past 2 days, I realized I will need a full change in myself. May Lord God grant me the wisdom and knowledge to me to see and learn how to rebuild the new me up. I know my wrongs and problems now, and I'm now willing to open my whole heart up to You Lord God to let You fill my heart with Your spirit and strength. I hope Lord God will guide me through my rebuilding process and help me shine the correct paths for me in the coming days. In the strong and loving name of Jesus I pray, Amen.
Monday, October 26, 2009
Histo
Plan to go for Histo MCQ on tomorrow only. Really dont feel the confidence to get 5 in the oral test tomorrow.
Went to church today, but I'm late. Another pastor preached today. Don't really remember his name, Pastor Lan or Lance or something like that. His preaching was great, with strong points and funny jokes. I wished I can talk and joke like him. Haha!
Thinking of yesterday, it was an unlucky day for me. Was fully prepared but somehow God just doesn't want me to do the exam yesterday. There must be a reason why and I'm pretty sure I will know it soon. Still thank God anyway because He gave me more time to restudy everything, these materials must be useful in the future, thats why..
Got myself a new music for my alarm. Its a SNSD song, not bad. That old remix of the 大悲咒 cant seem to be able to wake me up nowadays.
Made a list of what to check before I go out. Its written in Chinese. Gosh I dont know for how many years I have stopped writing Chinese words, except in the computer. ;) I cant afford to go through the same problem as yesterday.
Ahh.. Forgetful.. My main weakness. Having it since small and never improved till now. Maybe God wants me to have this weakness so that I can find another 'rememberful' girl to be with, then the relationship would be perfect. HAHA!
Got a message from parents today. Felt bad because I didn't talked to them today, where I should have did. Should send them back an SMS now.
Went to church today, but I'm late. Another pastor preached today. Don't really remember his name, Pastor Lan or Lance or something like that. His preaching was great, with strong points and funny jokes. I wished I can talk and joke like him. Haha!
Thinking of yesterday, it was an unlucky day for me. Was fully prepared but somehow God just doesn't want me to do the exam yesterday. There must be a reason why and I'm pretty sure I will know it soon. Still thank God anyway because He gave me more time to restudy everything, these materials must be useful in the future, thats why..
Got myself a new music for my alarm. Its a SNSD song, not bad. That old remix of the 大悲咒 cant seem to be able to wake me up nowadays.
Made a list of what to check before I go out. Its written in Chinese. Gosh I dont know for how many years I have stopped writing Chinese words, except in the computer. ;) I cant afford to go through the same problem as yesterday.
Ahh.. Forgetful.. My main weakness. Having it since small and never improved till now. Maybe God wants me to have this weakness so that I can find another 'rememberful' girl to be with, then the relationship would be perfect. HAHA!
Got a message from parents today. Felt bad because I didn't talked to them today, where I should have did. Should send them back an SMS now.
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Zi Hao please use ur brain
You cannot tremble in any way, this is not you!
You were good at adapting things, why now you cant?
Do you know how bad it is when you screw things up? You were not a person who will just give up things when things gone bad!
Zi Hao, Zi Hao.. What have you become?
Where is your confidence?
Cant you do something nicely?
Why you sucked at everything nowadays?
You were good at adapting things, why now you cant?
Do you know how bad it is when you screw things up? You were not a person who will just give up things when things gone bad!
Zi Hao, Zi Hao.. What have you become?
Where is your confidence?
Cant you do something nicely?
Why you sucked at everything nowadays?
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