Histo? What is that?

 =D

You Will See..

Realized I can't tell great stories, will make a mental note and here to improve myself up..

This is It

This is it..

This is Good or Bad?

4 more days to histo, 10 more to anat.. and, 12 more to ENGLAND FTW!

Enemies?

Went to prayer's meeting today and Matthew shared about blessing our enemies no matter who they are, what they did to you, or how bad they are.

I did bowed down my head but I did not pray anything at all because I realized that I have no enemies to pray for! I spent like 2 mins looking back at my past and I realize that I never had an enemy before in my entire life.. lol?

Cute one

Went to return this little cute one when I realize I had kept it too long with me. I will miss it lots haha!

 I-Don't-Know-Whats-It's-Name

pm or am?

Thought of wanna sleep for half an hour till 9.00pm and take a shower, then go for prayer meeting, but end up waking up at 9.00AM lol?

Checked my alarm, it should ring at 9pm but somehow its alarm seem to be off. Did I offed the alarm subconsciously?

It was a great day

Now I understand why my cousins from UK loves the sun. After some time outside you will realize how much you wanted a source of heat when it was -16 Celcius.

Frunzenskaya

Went to Dekanat today to get my zachoot book stamped. Looks like the 'lazy' Russians are taking their comfortable break today.

Ice pieces or Tiles?

Even the workers who shovels the ice are giving up their job too.

It sucks to walk in snow, when the snow starts to melt in your shoes, you know well..

I stood outside the metro for half an hour until God sent a wonderful 143 to me and bring me back to the junction outside my hostel. I was freezing to death there and I cant feel a shit with my hand when I tried to take out my bus pass out of my pocket.

I took a seat beside the bus' automatic door and anyone who tried to sit there knows well what happens when the bus stops at every stanovka. The freezing wind just blows into your face everytime the bus stops and opens the door. It just sucks when you were trying to gain warmth for your body and every 1 minute the door just opens and blows off your plan.

A while later, I reach the stanovka outside my 'hideout'. I was like 'HELL YEAH!' when I took my step out of the bus.

Perfect..

Its so much fun and relieved when I felt the rays of sun radiating onto my skin. I'm like a fish who just got water!

I never felt happier before compared to every time when I waited for the pedestrian's 'go' for this traffic light.

Some random pics on the way home

 

And that day was the first day too for me to gave a 'real' smile to my floor's mama, Zamira. I used to gave her a fake smile cuz I actually felt irritated whenever she is around.

I know what I did last night

5.00am - Go to bed. Trying to sleep.
5.20am - Still awake
5.21am - You are in my head
5.22am - You're definitely sleeping
             like a pig now..
5.24am - Thinking of your eyes
5.26am - Your smell
5.28am - Your sweet smile
5.29am - I smiled
5.30am - I tried to sleep again.
5.45am - Still cant sleep
5.50am - You are still in my head
6.00am - get out of my head!
6.10am - I still cannot sleep
6.13am - Wondering whether your soar throat is still
             hurting you or not.
6.14am - It must be painful everytime you swallow.
6.16am - Wanna hug you to comfort you.
6.20am - you, you, you...
6.30am - You are in my heart.
7.00am - I think I finally fell asleep.
8.00am - Woke up. Getting ready for the day.

All I Need is You

Нужен мне лишь Ты. 

Нужен мне лишь Ты, Бог, 

Лишь Ты, Бог..

Vision 10

There it went, Vision 10.

Alot of things happened, alot of things to forget, alot of things to plan, alot of things needed to be done.

Maybe I should give up the past, and go on to the future? Or I should stick back to the old ones, hoping miracles happens? Dear God, I don't know what should I do and I'm surrendering everything into You. You will decide for me, and definitely I will accept what You have planned for me.

Нужен мне лишь Ты!

Feeling down now. After heard of something a while ago. I don't know whether it is true or not but for sure I'm stupid enough to think the other way round. LOL!

Been thinking alot. Argh! I just need to know, нужен мне лишь Ты, Бог!

But it seems hard for me to think so. God doesn't want us to just surrender things to Him, He wanted us to go through all those things together with Him. Surrendering to Him only wont give out any results, you surrendering to Him so that you can just feel better, so that you can sleep without worrying much at night, and thats all. But still, when you wake up on the next day, you still need to do something about it.

Welcoming year 2010

2010 already? It seems like 2009 was just a blink of an eye, lmao..

Celebrated with fellow Kuzminians, had potluck dinner, Western food based. It was nice, especially when the Mafia game is going on through the whole night. But I was stupid, in 4 games I'm mafia in 3 of them, and I realize Mafias always lose when I'm one of them. Looks like people seem to investigate me first before any others lol. But then when I'm not a Mafia I probably will get killed in the first round. Sien la................... Gimme play few rounds la!!

Realized that my convincing skill levels are so low until out of the chart, gotta start learning how to talk with charisma and stuff. Self-improvement books, here I come on 2010!

Once again, 2010? It looks like its just a plain normal day for me here. Starting back with the books and studies.. Anat and Histo.. Argh!!