Blizzard? Hailstorm?

Which magician or wizard to blame when this happens?

 

Some songs to intro all of you..

Went thru some of the songs I got recently,

FIRST ~ Owl City - Fireflies

COMMENT ~ My personal favourite for now. Perfect rhythm. I dont know why I can start singing just after I heard the song for once. The tunes are very 'up-to-mouth' for me I guess. lol..


SECOND ~ Alicia Keys - Doesn't Mean Anything

COMMENT ~ Just love piano-drum combo, I just need to listen the first 10 second of the song and I know I will love this song very much.


THIRD ~ Dope - I'm Back

COMMENT ~ Went through Dope's discography a while ago, found this song. Quite old. Nasty enough, explosive enough, harsh enough, swearfully enough, musically enough, etc. Might not be suitable for alot of people but I personally like it. You can skip this if you love vocal?

Dream

I have a dream, my dream is TO HAVE A DREAM!

Endangered Species

I don't know why this species' population is getting lesser and lesser nowadays. Its like finding AN ATOM, not just a needle, in the seabed. lol...

Spirited Away

I always get spirited away when I watch this movie.

I don't know how many times I have watched this movie, but I never get bored of it.

Anyone who is out there, who doesn't know what movie is this, I am so going to 'da' your 'pi gu', tie your hands and legs up, turn on the movie, and force you to watch this movie from the first second to the very very last millisecond. ;)

Best animation movie I've ever watched.

Strongholds

Strongholds in my mind,
built by devils,
to weaken my mind and soul,
getting bigger,
stronger,
harder,
to destroy them.

But no fear my friend,
our armies are getting tougher and tougher too,
well trained,
when we had the first sight of the first stronghold,
that appeared in the battlefield of my mind.

We are well equipped,
with indestructible weapons and shields,
and strong catapults to help us along,
and not to forget,
our almighty God,
to assist us,
to tear down all the seemingly perfectly fortified fortress and strongholds..

Its December!

Wind starts to blow stronger and stronger,
Temperature drops day by day,
The clothes we wear is increased layer by layer,
Day becomes darker earlier and earlier,
Night becomes longer and longer,
Signifies the coming of winter to Moscow.

Cold is nice,
But sometimes it sucks,
Makes us become lazier and lazier,
And just don't want to come out from the warm bed everyday.

Finals,
Only a few months away,
Oh why am I still relaxing here?

Day

Live your day to the fullest so that you will have a 'yes' when you ask yourself in the blanket on your bed before u go into slumber,

'Is it worth it for spending all my today's time for all the stuff I did today?'

~Future Memories~

Just found out ATB actually released a new album earlier this year. Loaded into my player straight away when I got it.

One of the best albums.

Oh yeah! Future Memories~

André Tanneberger just rocks! Although many people don't know you but you must know that there is a guy living in Moscow who listens to your music at least once every single day! :)

CD1 UNMIXED
01 ATB - LA Nights
02 ATB - What About Us
03 ATB - Swept Away
04 ATB - A New Day
05 ATB - My Everything
06 ATB - Summervibes with 9PM
07 ATB - Gravity
08 ATB pres. Josh Gallahan - Luminescence
09 ATB pres. Flanders - Behind
10 ATB - Future Memories
11 ATB - Still Here
12 ATB - My Saving Grace
13 ATB - Terra 260273
14 ATB - Communicate

CD2 MIXED
01 ATB - Talismanic
02 ATB - Missing
03 ATB - Horizon
04 ATB - Voices
05 ATB pres. Flanders - Behind (atbs ambient version)
06 ATB - Authentic Reaction
07 ATB - Careless
08 ATB - Twilight
09 ATB - Listen To Me
10 ATB - Living Life Over
11 ATB - Silent Meaning
12 ATB - Malibu Road

Never get bored with his songs. Ecstasy just pwns all songs.

Some may think his songs are so-so but I think its awesome.

Keep up the good work!

Live for yourself, live for the day

Just don't care what people would say about you.

You must always aware of that.

No matter what, if you are bad, people will talk bad about you, even if you are good, people will still talk bad about you!

So, why even bother?

Just live for yourself, live for the day and you will be a happier person!

Kumar Drag Queen

Part 1 : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BfVpwvkgaUw

Part 2 : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0_gBlfFrLiE

Part 3 : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Swr4eGnY6Xw

Laughed so hard watching it. Very racist, dirty jokes. If it offended anyone I'm very sorry.

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Morning.. Its Tuesday and theres only Biochem Lec for me. But didn't go cuz it doesn't worth it for me to go. Need to spend one hour plus to go there, sit down and trying my best to listen to what our teacher says for an hour, but most probably I have no idea what the lecturer is talking about, and another one hour plus to come back home, nah..

Prefer to just stay at home and sleep a little bit more, and then study for physio and anatomy, yeap.. That sounds alot alot better. :)

Realized today that music really played a big role in me. Some songs can motivate me to keep on studying, some temps me to go for games, some wants me to go to sleep again, some reminds me of God, some just wants me to stop doing everything and stone there, closing my eyes, and just enjoy how wonderful the music goes. The RM400 headphone really worth it, been accompanying me for everyday since the day I bought it. Letting me to listen to every single notes sharply, every perfect guitar strokes, powerful vocals, booming drums, etc..

Just wanna thank God that He gave me music to shape my day out. Life without music just SUCKS TO THE MAX.

Watched District 9 in HD quality, deleted the 7GB file straight away after watching it. Its good with the alien designing but just not worth to keep it. The main actor Sharlto Copley just looks like a coward in the show. Cmon, its nothing wrong being an alien, it feels kindda cool actually, being able to operate those one-shot-and-the-whole-body-just-burst-into-small-pieces alienic weapons. Haha..

Okay.. back to nervus phrenicus..

Life is chosen by yourself

Life is not chosen by anyone else. Life is decided by yourself, it is your choice to decide on how to live your life. There are more than tenth of a thousands of ways to live your life, and nobody can stop you from choosing what kind of life you want to live in.

Pick your life!

Grow with Him I will...

After thinking lots for the past 2 days, I realized I will need a full change in myself. May Lord God grant me the wisdom and knowledge to me to see and learn how to rebuild the new me up. I know my wrongs and problems now, and I'm now willing to open my whole heart up to You Lord God to let You fill my heart with Your spirit and strength. I hope Lord God will guide me through my rebuilding process and help me shine the correct paths for me in the coming days. In the strong and loving name of Jesus I pray, Amen.

Histo

Plan to go for Histo MCQ on tomorrow only. Really dont feel the confidence to get 5 in the oral test tomorrow.

Went to church today, but I'm late. Another pastor preached today. Don't really remember his name, Pastor Lan or Lance or something like that. His preaching was great, with strong points and funny jokes. I wished I can talk and joke like him. Haha!

Thinking of yesterday, it was an unlucky day for me. Was fully prepared but somehow God just doesn't want me to do the exam yesterday. There must be a reason why and I'm pretty sure I will know it soon. Still thank God anyway because He gave me more time to restudy everything, these materials must be useful in the future, thats why..

Got myself a new music for my alarm. Its a SNSD song, not bad. That old remix of the 大悲咒 cant seem to be able to wake me up nowadays.

Made a list of what to check before I go out. Its written in Chinese. Gosh I dont know for how many years I have stopped writing Chinese words, except in the computer. ;) I cant afford to go through the same problem as yesterday.

Ahh.. Forgetful.. My main weakness. Having it since small and never improved till now. Maybe God wants me to have this weakness so that I can find another 'rememberful' girl to be with, then the relationship would be perfect. HAHA!

Got a message from parents today. Felt bad because I didn't talked to them today, where I should have did. Should send them back an SMS now.

Zi Hao please use ur brain

You cannot tremble in any way, this is not you!

You were good at adapting things, why now you cant?

Do you know how bad it is when you screw things up? You were not a person who will just give up things when things gone bad!

Zi Hao, Zi Hao.. What have you become?

Where is your confidence?

Cant you do something nicely?

Why you sucked at everything nowadays?

Sucked at it.. :(

Today I did the worst praying ever.
Thinking of what I said just now, I am laughing so hard in my own room. Especially at the part when I cant even remember Shoba's name. Oh I'm so sorry Shoba.. I was very nervous just now. I wasn't prepared at all for that. Thats why.

Okay, looks like praying and sharing is not my stuff, yet.

Somehow I realize it's so easy for me to talk to God in my heart, but when it comes to talking its another story. Hmm..

Well.. Maybe its a new thing for me, that is why I cannot do it well. If you ask me to debate on political stuff or facts I can talk like a machine gun. lol..

Training and training and training... and training makes perfect.

No one is good at the first time. But they will improve as long as they keep on trying it.

Maybe I would like to ask Andrew to let me close in prayer everyday?

Emo?

Looks like I'm emo-ing today...

Shouldn't, cuz its not necessary.

Okay. I'm emo no more! :D

Life should be happy all the time, no matter when is it, no matter where you are, no matter what you do.

You happy or not happy, you still need to go through the day.

So, why not just be happy?

Regret or not

Somehow today I realized that how different I am compared to the 'me' from 3 years ago.

I have become more thoughtful, more serious, I don't know.

Is this called matured thinking? lol..

Don't feel like it. I think its a bad change of myself. I have become more emotionless, quiet.. Like a computer who just reacts when being asked and answers the only things that it is requested to do..

I can't joke as well as last time, I cant share my thoughts and do my things as well as last time. My brain just cant turn as well as the old me. Aiks..

Where are my lame jokes??!!

Probably its just because I am too busy with studies. Pressures and less fun. Thats why. Hope so..

But I will pray hard so that the old me will come back, the one who can cheer people up, the one who can make people laugh, the one who is always a good listener.

Anyway, overall its still a great day. Went for biochem this morning and manage to pass everything without any difficulty. Especially the MCQ, lol.. Did halfway but Anton came and turned my com off, wtf! But then after that I just went to tell my teacher I got a 78, and she just happily added the marks into the name list, without asking me any other things at all. :D And the mini colloq too, looks like I'm the only one who passed today's lesson, I mean orally. Heh..

Tough times

I'm still facing the com even though the time is very limited ;)

Went through few friends' blog a while ago, and now here I am in my old blog.

Died actually, but not very.

Always thought of adding in the old stuffs into my blog, since I have all the photos, and I just need to add in some words and voila, it becomes alive again. Somehow every time when I have the feelings and urge to do it, its always when I'm lazy or busy, or inside the Metro, when I cant get physically contacted with my com. Too bad. :(

Maybe blogging is not my stuff huh.. I prefer just to relax at the corner of the room, listening to some musics and let the time just pass.

But I will try my best to resurrect this blog. Thinking of spending 10 mins a day here, wont hurt much.

Anyway, today is Sunday. Should have been a relaxing day, but I just cant feel it. Probably because of things playing in my mind and exams and stuff.

Suddenly thought of my 2 new family members. Still don't know their names yet. Hehe.. Will ask tonight when I call my parents.

Shto etta? (What is that?)

One Mimi, one Momo, one Money, and this 2? Aneh and Macha?